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Wednesday, December 19, 2012

"I will not be just a tourist in the world of images," proclaimed one of my favorite writers, Anais Nin.  She told us so much about her life and loves in her diaries, displaying with a scientist's precision her heart's revolutions around the earth and the ideas she courageously explored.

Thinking this foggy December morning of Anais Nin and her life, the diaries she published and what she did and did not reveal about her experiences, I remember well receiving at my Laredo home a letter from her. She wrote to anyone who ever sent her a letter, her way of connecting in a personal way with the fans she gathered over the decades of her diaries and their publication. I was a girl of 17 and her letter is with me today, more than forty years later. She wrote of the heart, courage and the creative life. 

This morning the horizon is covered in a soft veil of clouds, an image that Nin might agree represents our experience: the present, our flesh and blood, here and now, infused with our past, with images and memories that stream behind us  like ribbons in the wind. The future is before us, a misty ambition, a dream we march toward, one step at a time, eyes squinting to see more clearly, listening to faint voices that say: 'move on,' and they remind me this morning to not be just a tourist in any of what this world holds, ideas, images, challenges and dreams. 

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

What are the chances?

What are the chances a dentist who I met 30 years ago would make such an impact on my heart with the fine art of telling jokes?

No one likes going to the dentist. I didn't grow up going to a dentist, and only met my first one at the age of 20 when my wisdom teeth began giving me Big Trouble.

When I met Dr. Michael Weintraub I was about 25. I went to him on the recommendation of his patient, Ann Silver Rain, and immediately fell under his spell of comedy-- for the rest of his life-- and through a good amount of preventive dentistry for the life of my teeth.

When I received his regular letters to his patients, I would read every line, happy to learn about a new hobby: the violin, computers, golf and more golf. Each letter was beautifully written, full of details and ideas that were so alive I could hear his voice as I read them.

Last July when I saw him last, it was when he showed up standing tall next to the chair I was in having my teeth cleaned. I looked sideways to greet him with my eyes and was so pleased to see him brimming over with pride and joy as though to say "There is another happy mouthful of healthy teeth, and I am at least partially responsible!"

I can't remember any of the hundreds of jokes he pummeled me with over the years, but I wish I had the great memory to keep such a treasure in my brain and make so many people laugh as much as he did.

I went in for a cleaning yesterday and the assistants in the office were not the happy crew that usually greeted me. I assumed there was a problem, but simply said 'good morning' and was about to sit to wait to be called in when Laura, his long-time receptionist said "Doctor died last night, Linda." A massive heart attack took Dr. Weintraub from this plane, and the office, his patients and, most of all, his family are reeling from the loss.

As he would have liked, the cleaning I had gone in to receive was performed, and I left the office in a stunned state, not seeing his new Mercedes that his son gave him this year, of which he was so proud but not a fraction of how proud he was of his son.

I drove to an outlet sports apparel store about four miles away and bought some last minute Christmas gifts. As I was paying, I said to the clerk, "It's been such a weird day. I went to my dentist's today and learned he had died last night." The clerk didn't skip a beat and answered as he bagged my purchases, "I know, we were golfing together last week, his son and me. He comes in here all the time to shop."

Small world. What are the chances two of doctor's friends would meet in such a random way to share in our loss? What are the chances?

Thursday, December 13, 2012

End of Semester Notes

Ten Things I Learned In Fall 2012 Term

1. Less is More. After discussions with my Department Chair, Edgar Garza, this past year, I trimmed content and worked with Cynthia Franklin in Distance Learning to scaffold my projects. The results are deeper learning and more engagement. Students may have to watch "All the President's Men" and "The Most Dangerous Man in America" and learn about the history of the First Amendment later or for extra credit.

2. Critical Thinking is Critical. We focused on 5w's and h, the media literacy questions and using the library's databases for research. Each of the projects had these components and the student projects at the end of the semester were the best on record.

3. Teams Teach.  Time after time, I see students stepping up to complete assignments and go the extra mile for their teammates even when I fear they might not do so if working individually. Team projects need roles, time-tables, project plans and accountability, but the pay-off can be surprising and inspiring.

4.  Step-by-Step to Success.  Scaffolding, stair-stepping, breaking down projects into smaller assignments that build on each other help students to reach their goals. Some students see the big picture from the start, while others don't, but with small steps more students complete projects and realize the scope of their explorations in media presentations if the steps are laid out well and topics are important to them.

5.  Wesch is Right.  Michael Wesch, a Kansas State University Anthropology professor whose students study media's impact on our culture thinks it is vital for students to use media to study topics they identify.  Students are more engaged in exploring topics that are important to them while using relevant technologies, including social media.

6.  Can't See the Media For the Screens Before Our Eyes.  Like the trees that seem invisible for the forest around them, we humans in the 21st Century are nearly oblivious to the impact of technology and media on our lives, families and society. Activities and exercises that force us to calculate and quantify media's role in our lives are important to becoming media literate.

7.  Seth Godin is Right.  Students need to prepare for careers that are Internet-based, digital in nature and teeming with potential and possibility.  The days of punching a clock and collecting retirement are now officially in the museum of the industrial economy. Creativity, invention and innovation are the traits and characteristics required of people in the new information age. 

8.  Beauty is our Birthright.  Language, art, design, color, beauty and images are the tools we use to craft messages and to tell our story. Students have too long been passive recipients of television and YouTube. It's high time they start talking back and discovering their own voices and ideas.

9.  Time is Worth Studying.  Bill Gates has as much as I do, not a minute more or less. We often use or misuse the precious resource of time without considering the enormous and powerful force of mass media competing without rest for the valuable real estate of our minds, our eye-balls and our time. $300 billion is what advertisers spend each year to capture our attention. Let's at least be aware of what we might be doing instead of saying, "Sure, here's my time. Let's watch some mindless TV tonight again."

10.  Facts are Facts.  The more students question their own assumptions and opinions, the more they question the messages that are aimed at them from media outlets. Learning and working with journalism principles help to create in our students better thinkers and writers. Learning to quote, cite and paraphrase dense information, understand, collect, analyze and display data, and present complex ideas in clear language is the hardest work they can undertake.

Friday, November 30, 2012

Off the Sidelines and Onto the Playing Field

The Pro’s and Con’s

University of Minnesota education researchers Roger and David Johnson have pioneered in teaching and exploring the ways cooperation in the classroom yields different results than regular, individual, and competitive kinds of learning.

The philosophy, in a nut-shell, is “we are all in this together,” or “four heads are better than one.”  This I can attest is true in the field of mass communication, where documentaries, television programs of all kinds and advertising is a group effort; so I’m dyed-in-the-wool believer in cooperative learning.

The Pro and Con activity in my Introduction to Mass Communication class is modeled after the Creative Controversy exercise we studied and actively played out in Minnesota in our training with the Johnson brothers.

This activity has, over the years, become part of our faculty training at Northwest Vista College, and I invariably volunteer to teach it. I confess I do it to inspire myself to lift my britches and gather my energies to do it each semester in each of my five sections: It is exhausting, and I don’t even do any work!

The effort is always worth it: It is exciting to see the engagement as students stand and speak in their "big boy and big girl voices" putting forth well-researched positions pro and con on a topic in their group. The groups in the class create a happy cacophony that is music to my ears.

They are encouraged to use passion and force as they speak, yet they follow the rules and protocols that remind us of respecting people with whom we don’t agree, and generally remembering “This is Me” and “This is My Idea” are, importantly and indeed, different.

Student groups have been preparing group media presentations on topics they have selected about the Internet and its impact on people. They have researched in the college library’s collections and databases the pro’s and con’s of their topic. Some examples are digital piracy, whether or not cyber-bullying is a true problem or not, if technology helps or hurts intimate, personal relationships.

The Pro and Con activity is a part of the staggered, worth-30 % -of -the -entire -course -grade-media presentation project. The project requires students to steep themselves in both sides of the topic, and to argue strongly both sides, using no opinions or personal experiences, but only material from their research. They are also required to attribute the sources of the facts or data they use in their pro or con arguments, as in “According to a 2011 study of 3,000 students at Harvard University who participated in a study about texting, researchers there found that their grades were/were not affected by use of texting.”

The whole process is about four weeks worth of classes and assignments, including working with the databases to locate and examine articles selected by using the 5 w’s and h (who, what, where, when, why and how), and working on the technical side of the media presentation by creating a Prezi or PowerPoint, a film, and an Infographic to display data.

The addition to the activity this semester was asking the students to consider their “debate” presentation portions as the prologue to the actual “hard” work, which in fact it is: The last part of the activity is the group’s “creative” contribution to the topic they are examining. First, the group finishes 16 minutes of controlled, timed presentations in their groups with students taking first the pro then the con side, then swapping sides to present the opposite position. This alone is a stretch for many of us, who, naturally, are often wedded to a point of view.

What this swapping of sides teaches is that there is value to listening to and even speaking with our own voices the ideas of the people with whom we do not agree. It can be surprising that we start finally to see “the other side” when we spend enough time examining those ideas we don’t start out believing or agreeing with, much less understanding.

The “hard” work is the creativity required to create a list of options and alternatives to the extremes of “pro” and “con”, “yes” and “no”, “I’m right” and “You’re Wrong”. I added a brief but most important part to my usual activity by requiring the groups to present their alternatives and options to the entire class. Some students had topics which were easier than others to find options for. A group of students exploring cyber-bullying  suggested before children are allowed to use social media they first be taught to report to their parents any signs of cyber-bullying, and one way to ensure that was by keeping the family’s computer in the open living/ family room where children would be comfortable and used to sharing their cyber experiences with their families.

Another group examining YouTube and copyright abuse suggested YouTube ask its users to view a short video explaining the problems with piracy before being allowed to open an account on YouTube.

One way that I can improve the activity for next semester is to make the last part more concrete, with examples that this semester’s students used, and to offer suggestions such as to think about alternatives and options that could be undertaken by someone “at the level of the home and family” or at the other extreme, if you prefer, “at the level of governmental policy-making.”

It’s hard to know, but I wonder if this was the first time that some of my college students ever entered the arena of a problem, and saw themselves as agents of change, idea-makers and problem-solvers whose insights and experiences count. The side-lines is where all of us start out, but if we are to create more problem-solvers, educators need to provide skills in getting off the sidelines and onto the playing field.

Whether it’s the first time to be in the arena of making a difference for some of the students or not, these close encounters with thorny issues, controversial topics are exactly what changes a student from one whose learning is at arm’s length and not yet their own, to one who is in full possession of the important and necessary notion that their ideas and experiences do matter.

Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Pre and Post Dia de los Muertos or the Signing of the Will

When I go
I don’t care if I’m wearing a tu-tu and a
Woolen sweater or a flowered flannel gown,
Jeans and a headdress of feathers
When I go
I’ll be somewhere else
Before the ceremony or the service begins.


I’m seeing the attorney tomorrow
For the signing over of the property, the items
To set my departure in the right lane
Past the velvet curtain
To the pulsing red sign that's been blinking
Its ‘exit here’ announcement
From the deepest corner 
Of my memory.

These papers that we’re signing
Will clear the way for singing, for the raising of glasses
Pray to Guadalupe, that she finds me.
Remember me as I’d wish you to, hugging me near.
Me, who will be someone else,
Somehow knowing where to go.

When I go
I’ll be empty as an overturned vase
Dry and safe for a family of spiders
May they mate and multiply inside of me
I’ll be gone before the mood turns to lunch or to the next thing,
Gone before I know it.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Thoughts on drawing

"Did you draw as a child?" A better question might be, "Besides drawing, what else did you do as a child?"

I was asked that question at a workshop this weekend here at a drawing workshop at El Cielo Studio, and I was surprised to learn that drawing is a lot like bicycle riding, you kind of pick up where you left off--45 years ago.

Thanks to Susie Monday and Sara Jones for leading us in our amazing journey wherein we explored our drawing skills, some rusty like mine, and some new ones, such as drawing with our non dominant hand.

We watched on Netflix the remarkable documentary, Cave of Forgotten Dreams,
by Werner Herzog about the 33,000 year old drawings made by the people who lived in a rich river valley along with bears, big cats and horses, which they drew deep inside a cave that was recently discovered. Little is known about the people who were our first artists, but here are some ideas, if not facts:

--they did not leave traces of living or cooking in the cave, only the images they painted of the large animals

--Some of the animals were shown with multiple legs to show movement, a type of 'proto cinema' according to Herzog, who is himself a trailblazer in his own right.

I spent hours upon hours this weekend with a pencil, charcoal or crayon in my hands. When I watched the documentary and saw the cave paintings our ancestors drew 33,000 years ago, I felt a connection to them.

I know as little about my "intentions" as I do of the cave artists, and maybe that's OK. Drawing may be to humans as running up a tree for fun is to a kitten or even a bear.

Wednesday, August 15, 2012

Miss Bala, Fried Green Marijuana, and more

Some questions after "Miss Bala".
1. Will I live to see Mexico change and become safe enough for me to travel in again?
2. When did 'senorita' lose its crown in the language of Mexico to the English word "miss"?

3. Why do I start out loving "Weeds" and "Breaking Bad" but end up dropping those series when they become too honest and savage for me in their depictions of the border?
4.  Why are women's roles and positions so frighteningly depicted as tools, pawns, weapons but never as people who resist or opt out of the economy of drugs?
5. Why is it hard to remember that a movie about a group of women studying to become scientists, engineers and doctors would sell fewer tickets than one about a girl trying out for a beauty contest who is used by drug gangs to trap a corrupt army general?
6. Why aren't there more roles like Mary Louise Parker played in "Fried Green Tomatoes" and less like the ones in "Weeds" and "Miss Bala"?